Time Flies

It amazes me everyday how much faster time seems to go now that Lily is in our lives. I feel like it was just yesterday that I gave birth to her but here she is, 2.5 months old already. I just realized I only have about 3.5 weeks left before I go back to work, and everytime I think about it, it sends me into a small anxiety attack. I never thought that I could be a stay at home mom, and now with daycare looming over my head, all I want is to stay home.

I know she will be in good hands, but it just makes me sad that she won't get the same one-on-one attention at daycare that she gets at home. I worry about her crying and not being tended to right away because everyone else is busy. I worry about her not napping since she sleeps on her belly at home and they won't put her on her belly there. I just worry and I'm sure the first couple of weeks are going to be really hard for me.

For the time being, I'm just getting all my lovings and cuddles in now while I can be home with her all day. It's going to be a huge adjustment for us all when I am working full time again and life is once again, insanely busy.